its the BesT day ever

2008-04-19T21:18:00.000-07:00

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COUNTDOWN
10 more days to MYE

ALLLLL the best people! Mug for this short period and play hard after all these stress! :X

Prophet Lim says"
XJ is going to flunk her geography and part of her chem."

HELP! i think i need a study partner

Recently ive been hopelessly reaching,
out for this girl and out of this world.

2008-04-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

Repaying a kindness

I plunged my body down on the scorching concrete tiles and made a tiny jump before retiring my restless limps. I squinted my eyes like tattered shades on working rollers and looked up to the sun in excruciating pain.

Where should I put up today, I ranted. Having to be driven out of the flat 3 days ago, I was given no food, except only that I had just grubbed carelessly discarded food from the bin in the playing field couple of hours ago. Digestive juices gnawed my stomach, which generated a rather long protesting growl and brought agony to life.

Dread soon overshadowed starvation as no animal on two feet, like the one who had taken care of me, was in sight. I endeavored to keep my bleary shades unlatched as I scrutinized for my next master. My level of confidence pretty much sunk two hours later as I eventually clung onto only a tinge of hope. Like hallucination, I fell deep asleep while my stomach rumbled.

I had felt myself to be ascended from the ground and was tightly held onto but took no actions as nothing was as crucial as adequate sleep and to break away from the brink of intolerable hunger. The guy might give me some food, I thought.

The painful glare of the artificial lights awoke me as I gently split open my eyes and lumbered on my fours. Visual disability first overtook me as my eyes struggled to accommodate with the blinding lights. I rubbed my eyes vigorously as I was eager to find out where I was. Finding myself to be in a basket lined with soft and woolly sheets, curiosity began to ooze out like the leakage of a broken tap and I stepped out of my boundary. The room was relatively spacious and a teen had settled in a bulky armchair. On his lap, a screen no thicker than a book blinked furiously as he tapped on the device. The pages zoomed past like rockets as the teen glued his eye on the monitor. Boy, that disloyal brat who had chased me out surely did not have this, I thought.

I examined the area meticulously and was wary to totter across the room on tiptoes. An old-fashioned looking coffee table took a place before the television, and it was surrounded by contrasting taste of sleek modern convertible couch, which was eventually ruined by a handful of garbage on it. The balcony was decorated with cheerful velvety curtains with soft, silky----

With a swift move, my new master scooped me into his arms. I become petrified as I scuffled for emancipation helplessly. He stroked my fur gently and caressed my sensitive ears. Longed for that, I advocated tender patting and nerves-calming massages on the ear. I winced blissfully as I was pampered by delicate fingers. Instanteously, I liked him. Deprived misery finally ended when my master served me a spread of dog food and some milk. After that, he gave me a clean scrub.

In accompaniment by my new acquaintance, we shared our deepest sorrows and so were our joy. I was named after his favourite basketball player, Shaggy. Being language-challenged, I secretively named him after my idolized basketball player, Paul the great. Paul was like any fantastic international basketball player you could spot on television in those days and had passed on to me a couple of ball techniques.

Like what all mutual friends do, I always gave a listening ear whenever Paul divulged his part of miserable sadness and he fondled my ears when it was my turn. At night, we often slept in each other’s embrace until the breakthrough of the hateful daylight.

One day, I was caught in a tragic car accident when picking up Paul’s favourite basketball. The car skidded and had crashed into me before the driver could react to halt his vehicle.

The last words of Paul still kicked vividly in my mind: “Shaggy! Look out for the ----“Before he could even finish his sentence, I was thrown about 5 feet away. My vision and hearing sensitivity blurred as my heart burnt unbearably. My body engulfed with wounds and blood. I gave out howls of pain as I heard heavy imminent footsteps. Paul looked at me anxiously with torrents of tear smearing his face.

Images of our memories instantly flashed across my mind like a soundless short film…

He had brought me up ever since I was abandoned and had ever since lavished me with care. We shared the joy of closest intimacy by sharing the same bed, secrets and human food. My life was his the moment he picked me up from the streets, and my destiny descended upon his responsibility the moment I was taken in. For me, he fought against his mother just to keep an unwanted dog. For me, he set aside precious time to minimize my loneliness. For him, I was willing to sacrifice my life. For him, I was prepared to guide him through his life until the day I ceased…

I gasped for more breath and I clung on to the intolerable pain. The pain in my leg throbbed so agonizingly that I was almost brought to tears. He wrapped his arms carefully around my body without touching my cuts and lifted me up cautiously. In comfort of Paul, I attempted to kick forcefully to display obvious signs that I was still alive but it only aggravated my wound. I concentrated on breathing properly instead.

One, two, three. Two, two, three…

2008-04-11T07:28:00.001-07:00

Love song

Gawd this song reminds me of the times with R-achel, X-inzhi and S-herlyn!
Dedicating this to all three

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too
soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard
on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write
you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words, your help
just hurts
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you
a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide,
gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love
me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking
this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking
this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I
believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

silly tryout

2008-04-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

im currently having a hard thinking about what to write for my essay, as much encouraging as this is, it is due tomorrow morning! I am really running out of ideas. rushing through a piece of last-minute assignment is not going to get any kind of decent grades i must say. tiring week i had today. almost broke my record of 8 remedials( well it's already broken! ) i have wanted to post my essay up too but definitely not something incomplete. no one would even read it gosh but just let me try this

The box it up technique!
does it work?
BLAHBLAH this is just plain probing!
it better work
raw

Perturbance

2008-04-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

English paper was a fairly disappointing one. The summary was a wreck and had no time to do any sort of checking and i practically shot through the papers like bullets of the revolver. Social studies was also another heart-racing subject, which almost blew my brains off because i handed the sheets in only after 7:13 sharp. I divulged the truth and was penalized and took me an hour's time to make things clear. well, apart from all these, school today was unmistakably enjoyable if you are not convinced, probably a 3 straight heart thrilling remedials would enlighten any one reading how much time we spent in school. SPLENDID!

the atoms have lost their kinetic energy and now it is down to dominant mood
3,
2,
1, CRUSHED

A need to hear from god

2008-04-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT!
i havent been an avid blogger lately
WHEE
i'm pleased with myself
5 tests a week had really drained my brain juices
i cant believe im posting at this time
well..
i usually plunge into bed at this time
but really have no idea what has gotten into me to have driven me to do thisss
(not CRAP!)
awesome post!
MUCH BETTER
let's play time back!!
seniors stepped down last friday
alto is now crushing like deflated balloon
and soon with be done over with
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!
i really hope to do this well but wishes do not come true (usually)
maybe if you drop a nickel into the pool of a fountain
in Mexico? Spain will be nice!
:D lalala
yet again another illusion of mine
but ILLUSIONS aspire people to break new records which they have never thought of
am i wrong?
be astounded but i have been to places of a couple of my understanding acquaintances
who im pleased to know they are kind enough to put up with my rather atrocious act of erroneous singing in accompaniment of a paradoxically wonderful piano
to be frank, it was good enough to cover my voice up
Thanks R-achel and Xz-inzhi!
Not to forget S-herlyn wheee :D
have been endeavouring hard enough to get most of my parts right
especially for gabeko izak
the change in majors was a total wreck for me
hopefully W-ilson doesnt blow his tops again
grunts
ALTO! what should i do?
maybe maybe i shoould just get help from L-iming and L-ingying
they rhyme!
ZzZzZzzz
Can rachel move over?!
Oh god! if you are watching this
please extend a helping hand to rescue a dying alto from imminent catastrophe!!
i will definitely need help from seniors!
I'm a truly useless brat! Who knows nothing!
i dont want to disappoint the seniors
i bet some CCAs are facing this
The world changes and so people have to go
truths are blinded from the ignorant by the person who has seemingly gave hopes
the seniors have to go
weeping for a record of an hour has impact on nothing by fruitless procrastination
let things go
WE shall hum in the same tune as we carry on with lives
WE make a come back to harmonize and to share precious experiences in absence of another
WE make belief.

KAISHI's birthday is approaching
everything seem to be in the way.
firstly, no one would be magnanimous enough to engage themselves in a deed of good
by letting me to turn their kitchens upside down
for a cake
CAKES!!
next
no one wants to share costs for her present, mainly because it is outrageously overpriced and close to a dementing highway robbery
lastly
I NEED MORE TIME THAN THAT to prepare for her bday
i am now meticulously plucking time out at the expense of my studying time
i have a couple of fantastic ideas but all need time!
can i buy time? LOL
(handful of crisp notes here)
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
i am currently neurotic.
(click here to hear me holler my head off)
AhhhH!

IN CRISIS
where is my knight in shiny armour?
(gleaming fibrous armour under the glaring sunbeam like little explosives, he reaches for his 'what do you can that thing that wraps around his head for protection?" blahblahblah ANWAY!)

Worrying Day

2008-03-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

Ahhh!
it has been exactly 3 weeks ever since i last posted
honestly, this post is purely meant for the entertainment of a friend.
Nah shall not tell you
She should know herself
buried deep down in my heart
XXXX

things havent been running as smoothly as i thought
Life isnt a bowl of cherries

(i love cherries)
my grade for english was appalling enough for jaws to drop
you heard it right.
almost a failing grade
(really wonder how is this going to entertain my bud.)

March hols are coming to an end!
back to the battlefield.
(speaking no much of zeal here-apathy
:D
WOW
seems like all the groups are rushing their physics projects nw
hmmm..
comes to thinking: Whr is Xinsi now?
Doesnt matter!
as long as she tries her best to make it home and compiles everything before
cinderella descends to her tattered clothes
(probably ripped out by her unscrupulous sisters of hers)

yes
it's 11:59pm
No one can blame her
she has enough things to handle i guess
ive confidence in her. -unexplainable

having chunks of homework left undone
and i got tuition tmr!
AWeSome
sleepy classes
drowsy and Drop
DEAD
better turn in soon
try my best to unlatch the bleary eyes of mine
OH no
its going to shut soon

Ahhh!!
you wouldnt believe this
xinsi and i just went through the most intense period
we rushed our lives just to upload the physics file
i was reaching out for breath
she couldnt find the bar to upload the report
it was exactly 12:56
(my comp hanged just as i was about to type on)
and that was exactly when S-sherlyn nudge my screen out
Back to the story...
we were gasping for time
the clock ticked and seconds were drained carelessly
I slammed the computer desk hard while precious time flew out with the popping up of VIRUS SCANNING FOR FILE
that i bet was the silliest thing anyone would ever need
if it's going to be in my list
definitely the last
Who Needs It Anyway!
it is just a programme meant for simpletons
incredibly imbecilic excuse for handing in reports late
the screen flashed 11:58pm as it sets my adrenaline pumping
thudthud
i almost fell apart
the file was finally ready for upload
i hit the upload button and i was deferred to another page
it read unable to...
i was too anxious to remember the words clearly
but it should be along those lines i guess
is the file size too big to be uploaded?
is there something wrong with the screen?
is the com. down?
i unawarely ranted
good GRACIOUS.
second later,' your file has successfully been uploaded'
it displays
my heart continued its regular pumping, my blood seemed to have got back its signals that was so dreadful seconds ago
,and has got back to the liquid mode.
LOVELY
Xs and i were over the moon!
Life is the best when miracles happen on you,

WE DID IT!

alright so much for the day
tune in again
just that i dont know when

and i have decided to give up on the vocab that.
pretty ridiculous
BUT it helps right?
guess so

THE WORLD AINT FAIR

2008-02-25T02:13:00.000-08:00

alright
you hardly see me ending up in this horrible state
MY LIFEs is in total mess
for that, i shall be grateful for what the school has given me.
papers papers paPERS PAPERS PAPERS
and from how you see the text
you can actually see it as pampers
plain fascinating my english is in a mess
my life is going on pretty well
i dont see the point of engaging in any form of homicide
DO I?
Chem. paper is just 3 days away
which subject i dont tell i have been very good at
obviously going to do something about it.

Life isnt much of a wretch
not until the arrival of my very wonderfully marked papers
with blotches of red ink everywhere
so much so that i thought mrsV was nursing nose
bleed when marking my papers
Again
i didnt do well
i never do well in english
i never ever will do well in english
ALRIGHT ill take that back, wipe it off and type
" MAYBE i will do well someday "
THIS IS UNJUSTIFIABLE!
I tried so hard to keep up the standards of my english
i gave my ultimate shot for every piece of assignment
IT DOESNT WORK something is either wrong with my Grammar
, if not, Vocabulary
so ever since the second Wj -Wenjuan & A-Anita
told me blogging has been a wonderful tool for them to pick up english
i decided to give a shot
Certainly, it will have some sort of impact on my language
wont it?
i shall not talk about my dreadful marks (cause it really kills)
TrusT me its that bad

had social studies today
pretty satisfied
i am now clutching very tightly to whatever things i have around
me, if you notice
i am hopeful for a PASS
just a few marks over the borderline
AND!
you see me on the moon :)
did not complete the Source based questions
sure enough no ample time is given
Darn!
I practically raced through the papers like gunshot.
& if you think im trying to be humble over here
YOU ARE damning WRONG!
i only had the time to describe the source for SBQ
and completed my SEQ
and that one i left it without a decent conclusion.
crazily-assed papers

math was disappointing
and i aint holding my head high
guess that will be the state i will be in for the rest of the year
HA!
life is tough

the day was good for Sm- Shimin
afterall she had no papers to sit for
DARN!
plusPLUS! she got to see someone in school
she must be mad upon seeing this sentence
and truth has to leak one day!
HAHAH
Sm become moody when we were heading
towards the bus stop
Was it because of me?
YES
she even spoke that right on my very face
HA!
at least she saw someone, which made her day
i didnT
not even the papers i had cheer me up

yup!
almost forgot a favor i have to thank for and
an apologize to make
that will all go to C-Chloe!
HAHA!
she showed me a pair of earstud-like magnets.
ridiculously small
and she tried to put one on me
i lost one of the parts.
That, she almost killed me
she then gave me the other stud of the pair
oh my! i fancy it!
i was simply transfixed by the strong attraction
of those tiny magnets.
it is as big as two full stops put together
but it attracted quite amazingly when the last
finger is put between the two
& to anyones consternation
it is pretty laughable that
i LOST the same part to the stud again
now rolling on the floor

(PAUSE)
(pause)
(PAUSE)
ending to story:
she was rather irritated, but was laughing at the
same time.
how sweet
but anyway. the two remaining parts work quite
well together actually
though it kind of look like two pieces of metal to me
and i believe to anyone who sees it -Louds

very well
to improve my language i have made up my mind
to keep track of
as many new vocabs i learn each day as possible!
HA!
HA!

and dont tell me this will fail because i can fall flat on the ground
soooooOOOOO

we have ms ignite with us today to share with us a bit of herself!!
" to set on fire; kindle; trigger; set alight! "
Comin up next! mr apprehensive:
"uneasy or fearful about something that might happen / quick
to learn or understand "
dadadada! mr blatant;
" something is is unmistakeable ; obvious ; palpable; shamless "

A pretty ludicrous act

and before i blow my good-night kisses
I just remembered that Xs- xinsi and mrL-lim
had made earlier in the day
we were having physic of course and we
were discussing about
refraction,
which means the bending of light
Alright i diverted the topic
as i was saying
L was talking about diamond and its properties
lose track of how did the topic come about
but it should have something to do with
chapter 12: Refraction
completely clueless!
AW, L said diamonds are well-receieved by ladies
just because it blinks
BlinkblinK!'''
then Xs suggested
" other stuff also blinks wadt, why diamonds? "
L replied
" use light bulb lor "
Xs hesitated for 2 seconds
laughter then broke out in the class
she continued
" then you can sleep with the bulb at night "
the roars got louder

imbecilic reasoning - Louds
and that is the only event in the day which
surprisingly amused me